Small news update while you have to wait for the real post.

Hi, my dear friends all over the World. I thought I'd post a small message here as I have been unable to keep up my blog due to my health situation. I know that many people have been worried, and rightly so. The last couple weeks have been a real ordeal and I have needed all my energy to get through this. The good news is that may pain has deminshed quite a bit. But my body is failing me in a lot of different ways. The Doctors have found that the cancer has now spread to my lungs. This was a huge psychological blow. At the moment I need to catheterize (hopefully temporarily). I lost weight and am unable to eat at all. I have lost approximately 20 pounds in 3 months. I am however slowly getting back on my feet. Last week I got up and walked 12 whole steps. Mom and my brother Melvin have been caring for me 24/7. They are so wonderful and I am so greatful for such a supporting family. Luckily I still get to be a mother to Kiara! :-). I Still looking forward to the little things in life that make me happy. Though it's been really hard, I have managed to keep my fighting spirit up. With regards to visitors, I do miss you guys, but I still experience that a visit is very energy consuming. If you do wish to visit, just drop me a line and I'll see if we can work something out. Take care everyone!